June 2012
116 posts
No one will ever know how you truly feel. They might witness a glimpse, but only that and nothing more. There are emotions in you that you won’t ever be able to pull up into words, or even thoughts. At times, you don’t even understand yourself. So how could someone else possibly understand you?…
It’s 2 AM once again, I’m sucking down my last cigarette to the very bitter end. And can I pretend that today wasn’t another long wasted worry and time, like all the others? I’m 25, I feel I slept through my whole life. Must be why nowadays I can’t even sleep one night. Asking myself about relationships I’m breaking, while looking at myself through eyes of realization. Time is wasting ticking ‘round the axes. Clocks last forever but times they get drastic. I’m sticking to the one thing I got. Late at night the world sleeps, but the music never stops.
I’d like to take this time to say goodbye for now.
Life is catching up with me.
I’d like to thank everyone who has shown me love and support. I appreciate it so much— more than you’ll ever know. I wish you all nothing but the best.
I have to do what’s best for me, and that’s how it always should be.
I’ll return, I know I will. But I don’t know when.
But until then,
take care.
just realized that if I were to come up with adjectives to best describe myself they’d all be negative traits